It’s been a LONG while. Well, Honestly, I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve broken a promise. again. Just shows that I’m still human when it comes to these things. Maybe I just have wait this out.. you have a boyfriend right now. I don’t know how long this will last but just make sure this guy makes you happy. As much as it hurts to say this, make sure you see yourself marrying this guy. I know he’s a God-fearing person and I’m happy for you :’). I will always be praying for you and your walk with Christ and I hope and pray that this relationship makes you stronger in your faith. This will be my last letter for now. I just want to say that no matter the separate lives we live, There will always come a time where I’ll just think about you. How much God has blessed me to even know you as a person and as a woman of God. He has used you to inspire to become a better person. I have my own life to live right now and you have yours. So I’ll talk to you soon (I hope).
I love you..
Ummm hey there. It’s been like 2 weeks since I’ve written you a letter. I’m sorry. But just so you know, even if I’m not here in tumblr contemplating on how I want my future with you to be like, I am always, and ALWAYS thinking about you. No matter how busy I get, I always find the time to just relax and think of your face. How hard this journey will be to get to you. The things I might have to go through. Just know that I’m always thinking about you okay? I hope you’re doing okay and having fun. Enjoy your life aryt? I love you soo much.. <3
Well, I just finished my daily devotion for today. Hehe. I wanna read the bible with you one day. Just sharing thoughts about how God has changed our lives in the past years. I wanna hear your stories of how your faith became stronger. Lol. Random thoughts keep coming up my mind. I don’t even have the slightest clue if you like me or not. I don’t know if you have feelings for me. Yet, my faith in loving you is still soo strong. I wanna ask you but I don’t wanna start anything awkward between us two considering the fact that I get to see you again after 4 years. That’s not the subject I want to bring up right away. I wanna see you happy first. Just being friends. Starting over. Just being comfortable you know? I miss you and I love you <3…
Good morning sunshine! =]. Just wanted to know how you’re doing. I was imagining what it would be like to wake up every morning seeing your face. Heaven :”>. Lol. It would be great though. I’d be smiling the first second I wake up. I’m actually talking to your sister right now. She got mad at me. Well not really mad. She was just wondering why I didn’t call her ate when I definitely sent her a tweet before saying ‘hi ate’ and she didn’t reply O.O. I thought she was offended so I just sent her another tweet saying ‘hi aia =]’ LOL. Oh well. Hope you’re doing okay there. Eat your meals okay? Don’t starve yourself or I’m gonna have to make you eat. haha. Miss you and I love you <3..
So I’m feeling kinda awkward right now bud. My sister just found out about this blog O.O. lol. But she told me to keep it because she thinks it’s cute and also thinks that you might see this soon (which I hope never happens unless I personally show you).
I’M ALMOST DONE WRITING MY SONG! And guess who I thought of while writing it? ;). DUHHHH. It’s you :”>. It always has been you =]. I hope I get to sing this to you as soon as possible. Hehe. I really miss you. Hope to see you soon. I love you! <3
Hey! Happy Sunday to you =]. How have you been by the way? Are you doing okay? Are you happy? You have to be happy. It’s one of the most important things for me. One day, I’m gonna sing you my very own song. Dedicated to you. Hehe. You’ll be the first to judge whether it sucks or not =]. I miss you soo much. I’m gonna see you really soon! I can’t wait! Hehe. Take care kiddo. I love you <3
Omg. I realized that I didn’t write you anything yesterday… I guess I was too busy playing Grand Theft Auto… I’m sorry… lol. But nothing really new bud. Same old same old. I hope you’re doing okay though. I’m actually thinking about when to show you this blog. I guess the time that we’ll be really close. Like inseprable close. I miss you so much. I wanna see you. Take care okay? Always pray. I love you… <3
Goodmorning my angel =]. I hope you’re doing okay. Graduating must be an exciting thing huh? hehe. I’m pretty sure you’re still thinking about what you’re gonna end up in the future but, I know you’ll be okay. God tells me every night that you’ll always be okay =]. Well, nothing really new in my life except that I taught someone how to play the guitar yesterday. Hopefully I get paid for it. lol. I remember those times we used to sing together. Our voices were still small and puny. haha. I hope one day I get to sing with you again and get to encounter the changes we’ve had regarding our voices. I miss you soo much. Pray always okay? Again, I’m sorry for everything that I have done. I think I’m gonna be saying sorry a lot these days since I’ve done a lot of wrong things to you… Hope to see you soon. I love you..
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Hey there! I just woke up. I don’t know how or why, but I had a dream about you last night. We were ghost hunting. LOL. You were all scared and cuddled up with me and I just smiled and kept walking through the creepy halls without the slight emotion of fear. In fact I didn’t notice anything but your soft hair on my shoulder and how you were hiding your face the whole time. Now that I think about it, if I was really scared, I’d probably be imagining you as sadako from the grudge crawling your head all up on my face. HAHA. Just playing. lol but it would be really fun to joke around with you like this. In person. I wanna see you laugh. I wanna know how it feels to see your outermost beauty and know the feeling of falling all over again. I wanna see your joy sparkling all over your face. Not caring what other people think. Just be happy. Yea. I wanna see you being happy =]. I miss you and I love you <3..
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